I just realized the date today is November 1st or 1/11. Are you one of those people who makes a wish when its 11:11? That's what the date made me think of - making wishes...manifesting what we want in our life, thinking about what we wish to happen rather than worrying about what we don't want to happen.
I tend to be one of those people who makes wishes. I haven't written very much in my blog lately because I've been going through a rough road that has made me question my wishes and my fears and anything that I believed to be real. Whenever I go through troubled times in my life, I tend to retreat and hide out. It's partially a need to go within myself, to take a break from some people around me to renew myself in my own, private way. It's also partially because, when I'm here trying to promote love and positivity, it doesn't seem 'right' to radiate myself here, or anywhere, when what I feel inside of me is more negaive than anything else. I feel partially drained of my vitality, my positive life force energy... but I have decided to write on here today because life is about the ups and the downs. Our journey is not always peaceful or joyful for that matter. I suppose that we can't truly appreciate our 'great days' without having experienced days when we are at a lower vibration.
Sometimes its scary to 'wish' or 'hope' when what you've hoped for has resulted in pain but when it comes down to it, if we don't have any faith or hope.. then what gets us up the next morning and keeps us going through the day? There has to be something, even if it is a tiny, stubborn, fleck of 'things have to get better' in the bottom of your heart.
So, right now, I'm hoping on things getting better than they are right now. The seasons are changing, which can hopefully bring in new energy. The Christmas holiday season is upon us so that can bring some magic as well....
I will 'hope' so and wish for the best for us all!